Thank you for this post, I though I was alone in this, I used to love study and learning during my free time, but recently I feel the same as you do, I sort of feel like I "need" to come up or code some project, but I really don't know what to do and what do I "want" to do, that's when I realized that I probably need to take a break for now during weekends, so I went out trying some other stuff, maybe one day I'll find something meaningful enough to me that makes me wanna code again, maybe not, either way it's okay, and I still try my best for my job, that's all it matters, hope you find a way to deal with this, cheers!